I have so many regrets, made so many mistakes. We all need new beginnings in our life, at some point, a clean slate. Wether it is because of a trauma, tragedie or mistake. But you can’t have a do-over. Wherever you go, whatever you do, it will stay a part of your past and there is no use trying to deny it.

You just have to face it and move on. Don’t try to forget your past. You will always carry it with you, because it’s a part of who you are, it has made you who you are today. Even though, it might not seem like it, you can be proud of that. You’re not perfect but, who is? You’re only trying to become the most beautiful version of yourself. We all made regrets and mistakes, but they’re memories made. You’ve came from nothing, but came a long way. Look in the mirror, you will see a strong, wise, independent, young person.

People will always try to drag you down. They will tell you you’re not good enough, or not worthy of whatever. But it’s up to you to tell them that not only are you good enough, you’re more than enough. When people say that your dreams are unrealistic or impossible, tell them that impossible is just another way of saying that is has never been done before. Although it hurts every time not to be believed, don’t fill your heart with judgement. But let your friendship rain over everyone. I’m sure you called someone’s dreams impossible too at one point in your life, huh? I get that you rather grow up alone and to your full potential, than surrounded by weeds who stunt your growth. But the top can be really lonely, if you don’t share your dreams.

if I had a clean slate, I’d spent a lot more time with my loves ones; my family, my friends. I wouldn’t push them away just because I’m afraid of missing them once they’re gone, or afraid of getting hurt. Fear has prevented me a lot of making memories. I will not make that mistake ever again.